6.17.2024

Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd

 



Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is (not) how I am
I have become comfortably numb



Today is a strange day. How is it possible that I feel everything and nothing at the same time? The day started out average enough, but the longer it went the sadder I felt. I've long made the decision to never suppress my emotions. I shall let my myself feel them, experience them as they come. But today I wonder if it came on it own or I beckoned for it to come. Either way, I welcomed it.  

Despite having many friends I can talk to, and who I know care for me, why is does it seem difficult to find comfort from someone? Is this loneliness? Some people will probably tell me I'm too independent and I should open myself up to pursue romantic relationships. But it's not romance I crave. It's mere connection, with someone, anyone, I can be vulnerable with. I guess maybe I'm tired of having to be strong and unwavering all the time. Always the one who is patient and understanding. The level-headed unemotional one. I don't know who to turn to. To God? Of course. If anything, these are the times when we have long one-on-one conversations. The answer I always receive has always been to remain steadfast. 

And I have. To the best of my ability. I have long since allowed fate to do what it wills to do. I have become comfortably numb. Or so I thought. If I actually still feel the sadness, I guess I'm not completely numb just yet.   

5.08.2024

Moonlight - SB19


No, you don't wanna give me any reasonsShow me what to do, I'll keep it secretWe can't hide the feelings in between usJust you and me, I'll never leave

 

4.17.2024

Magnetic - ILLIT

 



거대한 자석이 된 것만 같아 my heart
네 모든 게 내 맘에 달라붙어버려, boy
We're magnetized, 인정할게
This time, I want...

3.29.2024

Too Sweet - Hozier


You know, you're bright as the morning, 
as soft as the rainPretty as a vine, as sweet as a grapeIf you can sit in a barrel, maybe I'll waitUntil that day

 

5.25.2023

La La La Love Song - Toshinobu Kubota (久保田利伸)

 


息が止まるくらいの 甘いくちづけをしようよひと言もいらないさ とびきりの今を勇気をくれた君に 照れてる場合じゃないから言葉よりも本気な la・la・la・la・la love song

10.11.2022

Hype Boy - NewJeans

 


누가 내게 뭐래든 남들과는 달라 넌Maybe you could be the one날 믿어봐 한번 I'm not looking for just funMaybe I could be the one

8.30.2022

Di Na - Kurt Fick

 


Ang tambal ni akong maoy, kakapoy uroy
Sige na lang ko'g balik-balik
Lipay gamay, dakong kasakit
Ning bisyo kung makaadik
Bisag ikaw ra'y gipangita
Dili nako mobalik nimo



6.06.2022

Candy - Mandy Moore



I'm so addicted to the loving that you're feeding to me
Can't do without it
This feeling's got me weak in the knees
Body's in withdrawal, every time you take it away
Can't you hear me calling? Begging you to come out and play

5.07.2022

Rosas - Nica del Rosario ft. Gab Pangilinan


At hindi ko maipapangako ang kulay rosas
Na mundo para sa 'yo
At hindi ko maiilawan ang lahat ng anino
Pero sisikapin ko at hindi ako magpapahinga
Hangga't hindi mo pa magawang muling
Ipagmalaki na ika'y isang
Pilipinong may pusong sagutin ang tugon
Pilipinong may tapang na muling bumangon
Pilipinong buo ang paninindigan
Alam ang tama at totoo

Samahan mo ako

11.11.2021

Jennelyn Yabu - 총 맞은 것처럼 (Labis Na Nasaktan)




Labis na nasaktan ako
Sa mga ala-ala
Kahit na habulin ka
Kahit pa pilitin ka
Wala na ba akong pag-asa pa

Dinggin mo ang tibok ng puso
Sayo'y nangungulila
Paano na ako
Paano na tayo
Paano na ang puso kong ito